Girl help needed only pleas ?

My names Edward and I want to be a girl I want to be really girly and pretty and I'm straight yes I know it's weired but I am straight I love wearing pretty dresses high heels panties bras I hate wearing a wig because it ain't my real hair I wish it was I wear skirts and love tutus but I can't wear all of these things because my family doesn't know I wanna be a girl but the thing is I don't know tha first thing girls do like how they act or walk or I don't know how to put on make up like girls everything a girl knows I have no clues like idk anything about fashions,bras,sizes,periods how long they last and everything I would love to know everything a girl knows and how they walk and act cause I wish to hav a change when I'm older but do not know how to act like one so I need help and tips from girls and girls only no stupid mean comments and I'll tell u right now I'm not a fag so pleas help girl I also bye by serenity Isabella silva my e mail is jayward1113@yahoo.com if you wanna ask questions or talk more. I just wish to be a girl in society a beautiful princess I know it sounds stupid but I do